This little verse has take new meaning for me this week. Many of you know that I was diagnosed with vocal chord nodules back in the fall. My voice has not been good since Sept. and it has been a challenge for me. On Wednesday I saw my speech therapist who was very alarmed at the stage of my voice. She is enough concerned that she has asked me to STOP talking. Well, I can talk when needed, but nothing extra. She said that I MUST have vocal rest as much as possible - which translates into not speaking unless it is necessary. I was also informed that this is going to take a long time. If I don't take this seriously, I could end up with long term permanent damage or no voice at all. YIKES!!!
I have a choice to make. I have been told what needs to happen and the consequences if I don't remain silent. For someone who loves to talk for fun, to encourage others, to read stories to my kids, to pray, etc. the choice is obvious, but one that is very hard for me to make.
I have to admit, I was pretty discouraged yesterday, but today God has given me new eyes to see that He has something bigger for me through this process. Romans 8: 28 says "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." I claim this promise for myself & ask that you'd pray with me. I don't know all I'm going to learn or understand about myself & Him, but I know it will be a sweet time. I definitely feel His presence and His gentle hand in letting me know He is working & that I need to rest in Him through this.
All that to say - please leave me a note on this blog or email me. I cannot talk but VERY occasionally on the phone, but I probably shouldn't at all. I need communication so keep me updated on you!